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"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

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    JudyRykiel

    "I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." - Marilyn Monroe







    Monday, February 6, 2012




    Look! He's such a cutiepie ^^
    I always thought that we're the most happy couple in the world(;
    Time's up, Game over :( Everything had ended, and he isn't by my side for one month plus :(
    Thick-skinned and bought him a bouquet and had it delivered to his place, but i guess he feels nothing at all. The worst of the worst is that, we had already planned nicely for our future home. Few years later after little boy ORD (; I hope we'll still be back together like how we used to be.
    Few days back, his mom called. I teared, it isn't because she blamed me. It's just purely because, i'm touched. She still remember me (; I think that's more than enough (; After we hanged up, i turn back and look at Teh. And i cried on her shoulder :(

    Darling Shazalind saw how much i'd done, and she stand by me. Other than posting it here and share it with this rectangular-ry lappy, there's no one i can actually share my feeling with. What i need now is not, "Judy, you should give up and move on" etc etc. Come'on darlingsss, that doesn't help at all. Not alittle :(

    The best thing for me to do now is, leave him alone. He need some fresh air :(
    But what i'm afraid now is that, he'll just gone for good. He's not going to return back to me.
    Omggg, lets just die.